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I WANT TO GO HOME Home .. is not a building .. or just a particular place … Home is where the ♥HEART♥ IS. wat i m mention here is a mix off feeling…being rejected again and rejected yet not feeling a bit a tiredness…Love wen to come grab hold dun let the chance slip away or think u could control….a song that discribe the confused that i never onced had….
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
‘Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
So mystric and yet wierd….so juz let it go
what will be will be
Distributed was ang bao(Got $$$)is what we thought straight even without much thinking proberly we we all hungry….sat on a big sheet-like concrete floorings with coldness(dawning) on 25 men faces…Kindly place much currencies into it and would be dinner money of the other parties dun be stingy hor we exclamied but who cares(quietly sliped in was small change).Be generous is what i say since the other party might have a good impression on you if the names were reveled.Nigh was drawing,1st stop way beforeour visitation to the 1st station was Holy Family Church…two men was sent to check on the cateen for food…they returned with a good news…NO FOOD…had a short breifing, draging down the corridor of streets were heard ( weak feets )…Haiz saw a western cafe…damm ex. what can we eat with this much of $$$,dun tel anyone(6 bucks hahs)who’s that stingy man! but of of my mate was saying wats so about complaing huh? He was holding a $2 in hand…wow so stingy who’s the generous guy?We cross over the street opposite was a chicken rice stall maybe we could have our fills there without spending too much…sat down mergging tables was seen(too sticky and bonding bah) we are a community anyway…plan for what are we suposed to eat with this much of bucks inour hands…not much was the answer….onli cld get ourself a plate of food and thats it no drinks…so we decide without even much thinking,we join $$$*i mean not using glue lah….erh….lumb sum the money and we could order somtink to fills our hungry stomach+ even a can of drinks n few sides dishes….NOTE:we were only given 20 min to eat our dinner, like everyone was chewing and bitting and eating so hastily…like hungry ghost(1 month never eat sia)that kind….i promise it was like going to heaven or smethink….wowh…all had their fills and fulls…bill came (u asking 4 it)u wan to eat fre meh later muz stay back work 1 month wash plate hahs cheap abour…about 50 Bucks was left we decided it shall go to the choirfund maybe …God knows the answer! It was very touching rite reading fromm top to bottom? Even Gather up the fragments that remain, so that nothing be lost. Gather them together filling up few plate. ( if cuncumber and garves sause were counted) A miricale….wonder? Clue :feeding the multitude ….End of the day.
Wake up drapping my feet up and heading towards the bathroom…its 0830 hrs still so early let me sleep five more mintues i promise juz give me 5 more mintues…Zzzzz 5 mintues passes following another 5,10,15,20,25…damm i’m late i had an event going in NP and i was sisposed to left 2 hrs earlier work up wash my face took a dip(i’m not sweaty).Dash out the house and manage to reach Bedok Mrt at 9a.m…..wait wwait wait where the Train….screen showing 10 min(reaching)fcuking late…i need a Superman(i wish i had my own private jet…hahs)Dip dip dip …Its goes Next stop Dover TGTG,oh shit i overlook my Gems slot timing(veri !st de)…proberly kinda rushie day bah…Muz camp camp till 9pm..lor sian sian…we reach np den go for PNW after eat le eat subway lor…so ex sia..cun even eat till full full..after buy go class there eat…tok tok ….den we go hme le den i go queenway shpping centre the bus wait so long die le i say 5 pm le rush hme in cab den camp till 0857pm..1 2 3 9.00pm i happy sia can choose le my best fwen class no seat le if not i can work together wif him in a group…den tok to her happi happi lor like the way maybe let be good friends bah
Friends 4Ever Best- Gibsom
i promised myself i had no excuse to see a dotor again yea again those days without a companion its like going for a conseling seggion larh ….got to a doc..said whats wrong i seems lost too….prob my mind was somewhere elsegot checked bill came out $45 dollars…..DHS what !i visited ur clince juz to treat my sickness…not mentally hey doc i can do better than u ok? well i dun find any need to scream at him over 50 bucks or so…..glad it went away!
ATM card damaged,cashless my wallet seems empty juz a $2 in sight….i cun even buy a meal with that! TG i remered, its sunday a day that the lord god have made holy for us..to unite us with those who are suffering all around the world….daryl tan, stoping complaing
P.S daddy could you plz find out whats happening before u blames us
Woken up my the trembling and shivers at the middle of the night…..a few occcasions up and down.rolling here and there… i scream sliently A where r u i need u at this monment…i never felt this way during my youngers days..
Days passes so slowly…proberly is a time to rejuvenate from all the days i hve work but its great i was paid too! most what more could i ask for…i love my job…passionate about it looking forward to work with you guys again….dammn challenging.handdling complains (like CRS)
Yet again this ain’t happening dude…bad day indeed no putting in another way sulky TGIF! All worn out and down when to tech to get my machine service (review a short diagnosed)…after that had a short sharing experience with the tech person(ronnie) i did’t knew it was him untill i saw him…kori my daddy shared alot on him work experience…was sitting directly facing him i listen hard…blar blar blar !Finally somtink cauht my eye the layout and design of the office(tech office) shit it dammn morden though but i hate myself for not bringing my camara…off the end came to a close was walking down the street..realize we had been looping around the same area again n again proberly is a great time to catch up on a nice convesation on a bright sunny afternoon…is all worthwhile dad thankz you with you around i m sure i b wiser after hearing your experience…i love u dayy! yepps my Superdad
Truly Gorgous!! 